Saturday, January 31, 2009

London Bridge is falling down...

Well, quoted from yesterday's writing, I said I hoped there will be no major issue tomorrow. However, our big boss (one rank higher than our General Manager) suddenly dropped by and visited our store. The problems were...

#our SGM was on leave
#most of our TMs were on leave
#managers also on leave @ worked at afternoon shift

My colleague and I had to walk (we called it detail walk) with our boss, for almost an hour. I have to answer questions regarding stocks whilst my friend answered regarding bookstock. I know some of you do not know what I am talking about. But, lets pretend you guys know what I am babbling, ya?

Our Duty Manager dah mati kutu since he has to answer a lot of questions from the visitor. As for both of us, we have tried our best in front of the managers. I hoped everything went well. I am veryyyyy sure tomorrow will be a blast for all managers. Lotsa concerns and next steps being given. Tomorrow will be a serious day. I am sure! Huhu!


My aunt text-ed me this evening. She said my uncle has been hospitalised. He has appendix and scheduled for surgery tonight at 9pm. I hope everything went well. My uncle's health is not so good recently. Friends, doakan pakcik saye selamat, ya? Thanks.


Nana and Abang Ngah already went back to their Universities. I hope they reached their destination safely.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Speechless...No more words?

I went back to my grandparents' house yesterday. I am not stable recently and I need a place to calm myself. A room for one's own. Bak kate Virginia Woolf :)

Well, I have this unexplainable feeling towards certain things. When this feeling appears, I usually failed to control myself. I act different than usual. This evening, my colleagues asked me, was I alright since I did not talk much today.

Tomorrow is my rest day. It supposed to when I realized my colleague applied for annual leave this weekends. I have to cover the office. Gosh, me again? I am so tired. I hope there will be no major issue tomorrow.

Few days ago, a person asked me to join them for a picnic. I have to make a choice, between family and friends. My siblings are home until this weekend. It has been a while since our last meeting. Of course, i will choose my family over a luxurious or enjoyable picnic session! So, i turned them down. This was before I found out that I have to cover the office. After I've been told, my heart broke into pieces. Sad. I told that person, I have to work, on Friday and Saturday but that person has no expression. Well, I am not as important as the others.

They were planning to go to Pangkor Island. I think eight of them. Two days, one night. Leaving me behind. I have no regret. I can assure that. Just sad. None of them talk to me about Pangkor after they knew I cannot go. I felt like I am invisible. There is a hole in my heart. Like a Hollow. If any of you watch Japanese Anime, Bleach, you'll know what I am talking about.

I told my good friends some of my stories. Hoping to heal my heart a bit. But nothing happened. My unexplainable feeling is still wrapping my heart and soul. I need to erase this weird feeling. I never feel like this before. Am I mad?

Thursday, January 29, 2009


"..dun b shamed of yourself..but proud of it.."

I received that text message from my best friend last Sunday. I cried so hard after I read it. So hard til I cannot breathe. Idung tersumbat la tu!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Taste of Music

Em...actually this is not a new thing. I started to like this kind of music few months ago and I told nobody. Not even a single soul. Then, when some people around me realized that I am listening to this music, they asked me, "Since when did you like it? I did not know!" Haha! Guys, takkan sume nak kasitau kot..(*giggles).One night, I played almost all songs in my handphone. Most of my songs are not sweet-kind-lovely songs. They are rock songs! I turned the volume quite high and sometimes sang along. My housemate was also with me that night and she said, "Kak, your look does not show you that you like this kind of music. Your appearance does not fit at all." Hahaha! I said to her, "I know, dear. People called me Nerd (I am wearing specs). Isn't that obvious?" She smiled back and nodded.

Well, guys...these are some of the songs...
Bunkface - Situasi

Couple - Tentang Kita

Corumn 80's - Oh! Reena

Bittersweet - Capital E

Meet Uncle Hussein - Pari-Pari Di Bawah Angin

Saturday, January 17, 2009


I was sick since last Thurday until now :sakit:. About a week, had fever and now stomachache. It hurts terribly. I have to take lots of medicine during my 'gloomy days'. Thankfully my dad was able to provide me the best medicine he could get. Yokkatta!

some of my medicine
I worked in pain. Sometimes I have to laugh to cover up my sickness. Gosh, I hate that time. My job requires me to move around and I have to walk fast. Walk fast = stomachache
Enough of my sickness...
Yesterday my little boss was scolded by her boss (he is my boss too - that black+yellow circle). He's definitely not our General Manager. He scolded her through handphone. Thing like this always happened. He did not want to say it face-to-face. Saying everything he wanted to say loudly and sarcastically in front of other people, but not us. Then, after that, acted like nothing happened and laughing out loud. When he met us, no issue was raised. What a chicken! Doesn't have b***s or what? Just now, my little boss text-ed my saying the guy scolded her again. Gosh, We hate him so much! So much til I wish that he would DIE! Yes, DIE! Full stop.milkysmile
I have to work on the Chinese New Year days. We are not allowed to take off on that days. I can imagine, I have to

Friday, January 9, 2009

Prayers for Palestine


These three words always appeared either in local or oversea news since years ago. Each one of the news brings different perspective towards the issue. What issue? I am sure all of you knew already. Palestine is being attacked by those cruel-beast Israel! I am so disappointed with the Islamic world where no serious action is taken to prevent this cruelness. Where is our concern for our Muslims friends there? We, as Malaysian, what are we doing? Enjoying New Year celebration like nothing serious happened on other side of the world! Wake up! Wake up! Open your eyes widely! Imagine, little babies are being killed over there! Wake up, World!

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Saturday, January 3, 2009


I was thinking...What I am going to write in my blog today? Em, how about I write something knowledgeable? Our beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. had given us alot of hadiths to be followed. These are some of the hadiths on Knowledge.

The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "The seeking of knowledge is obligatory for every Muslim." - Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 74

The Prophet also said: "Acquire knowledge and impart it to the people." - Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 107

The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "A servant of God will remain standing on the Day of Judgement until he is questined about his (time on earth) and how he usd to it; about his knowledge and how he utilized it; about his wealth and from where he acquired it and in what (activities) he spent it; and about his body and how he used to it." - Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 148
Reference: Islam Awareness